The sun is dropping to the southwest as we slog 200, 500, 800 feet up. The dog ranges ahead while I put one foot in front of the other, sometimes searching for a footing, sometimes skidding and sliding, clawing at the scree and the grass.
At the top, sweating and panting, my fingernails caked with dirt, I take a drink and feel the wind instantly turn the sweat of the climb into an uncomfortable liability. I look west and see the sinking sun against the backdrop of the Snake River Canyon. I know we may find a covey of birds before sundown. Or we may not. There are no guarantees. There are no planted birds, no mowed pathways. Flat ground is a rarity and birds, when you find them, are always uphill.
What brings me to this place is the rawness of it. The opportunity to go where I wish without the burden of “posted” signs and knocking on doors begging for permission. There is no freedom like the freedom to Go. Miles to cross, mountains to climb, spaces to camp or hunt or hike, places to push ourselves and stretch against the bounds of modern convenience, here are the last places where we are unrestricted. Truly Free.
So I find it particularly galling that a few greedy bastards want to try and take it from us. For many of us, the loss of our public lands would be akin to a prison sentence. We can’t afford to buy access and we have no desire to take up golf or play video games.
For the most part, the public lands we hold so tightly are not the verdant lowlands, those were snapped up by settlers 100 years ago. They are hard, wild places and what we do is a hard scramble. There are days where I don’t even fire my gun. This is miles of hiking, climbing and pushing to find the secret spot – the one place so difficult that no one else has hunted it. The spot where the price of admission is so steep and daunting that only we would dare to chase birds in this place. Some days my dog gets one solitary point and all I have to show for it are sore legs and worn boots. Those are good days. Out here, It is not about killing birds, it’s about earning birds. In this crowd, people rarely even say the word “limit.”
A lot of other folks don’t understand. They tell me they gave up hunting when the bird population dropped, or that there is nowhere left to hunt. And if we talk about the flat-ground fence rows that used to hold hundreds of roosters for the price of asking, they’re right. Those places are gone, tilled up or simply sold off to folks richer than us.
And that’s the beauty of what we do. There are millions of acres open to hunting. All it takes is a good pair of boots. A good old American-made leather pair with heel counters and high tops, laces and spares, toe caps and Air Bob soles. The price of admission is what you’re are willing to put in and how much are you willing to sweat, not just in October, but in April and July.
I spend three times more money on boots than I do annually on shotgun shells – because I wear boots out.
The greedy bastards who want to sell my lands – the ones who want to carve the choicest parcels for themselves while selling the bulk of it to the multinational corporations to pillage and plunder – they have not earned that right. No one who has worn out a pair of American made hunting boots thinks we should sell our public lands. No one who has climbed to the top of Giffy Butte or Nowhere Ridge looking for chukar or elk or muleys thinks we should sell off those places to a bunch of rich, foreign bastards with Land Rovers and jacked-up golf carts.
My boots are worn and cracked, but I have paid the price of admission and my heart is full. The new robber barons who are calling for the sale of our hunting lands under the guise of “states rights” have not paid the price of admission. They have never worn out a pair of hunting boots in their lives.
19 thoughts on “Worn”
Very well put!
Sweat equity buys a calm soul. Those loafer barons will never understand.
Thank you, Greg.
Call me an elitist boot snob, I wear Italian leather. Hope I still get some stre…mountain cred.
Fine, “elitist boot snob.”
There – we said it.
Well done! Love this– “There is no freedom like the freedom to Go”
Love this– “There is no freedom like the freedom to Go”. Well done.
This Western expulsion disgusts me to the core.
This is the most heartfelt, poignant pieces on the value of public lands that I’ve seen in a while. Thanks for the excellent writing.
I agree with everything your heartfelt essay presents.
And, everyone in the hunting community, who agrees with
those sentiments, needs to look at the political parties and
what they represent in terms of public land issues.
It is no secret that most hunters, due to gun ownership concerns,
identify with the GOP.
However, a google search of ” Ted Cruz and public lands ”
may show that the leaders of that party, today, are a far removed from
one of the founders of the public land / conservation movement:
I just randomly stumbled across your blog this afternoon after looking at The Fiberglass Manifesto’s blogroll and clicking a random catchy blog title. Awesome, awesome write up. Here in the Ozarks we don’t have the towering mountains and deep valleys of the West, but we do have our share of public lands. They may not be as wild, but they are still a special place for me to escape. 99% of my hunting and fishing is done on public lands and I’ll be damned if anyone tries to take that away from us. Here’s to wearing out boot leather, patching waders, pulling thorns, and “beauty marked” shotguns.
Now that’s the knid of thing we need a hell of a lot more of out here… and everywhere for that matter.
Very well done. Indeed.
They’ve never put in an honest day’s work either.